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My philosophy of life can be summed up in Kahlil Gibran's words... "Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before children.”

May 13, 2012

I KNOW NOT..





I know not
   What I write…

I hear a murmur..

   “Only Insanity could give birth
To poetry
       Without pangs….”

Here, words hug
 Each other..

      I smell rain and earth….

And lost,
And forever
   Lost in an embrace..



Apr 5, 2012

AWAY





How far should I travel
To find 
Where
  This story ends….
Where 
This ink
  Stops bleeding itself…..




Mar 20, 2012

A THEME UNWRITTEN





I lost you
Somewhere in the rains....

Only to find you again,
Waving at me...

From the far end 
of a railway platform
never -ending........
........................................


And with every step 
You took,
Closer
To me..

You were becoming a
Theme
For my poem, unwritten....


Dec 24, 2011

YATRA






The journey is gaining momentum, cutting across time…
Through the lowered windows a cool breeze tries to get in to play with the waning fragrance of Ponds cold cream…
It’s eternity for me, the journeys of the soul…
Beyond the sands of Bharatapuzha, everything seems different... atleast to the migratory soul in me…the nights more darker, the songs more deeper..
Every little thing, every moment, every face I met…
The remnants of ghazals, grandmas in plain white, dark red chillies , the night skies under the canopy of which cicads cry, the aroma of  hibiscus greens turning brown in simmering coconut oil  ,and
Loves more loved and passions more passionate…
I remember every journey  ending with my cotton dupattas whiffing of acrylic and sunsets ....marvelling at the fascinating amiability with which  fibres engorge the fragrances around them..
Maybe memory is playing a little prank with my thoughts adding hues to a canvas dripping in rain …
Should I complain..:) ..well, why should I ?

I am loving them..this journey and the journeys beyond..:)



Dec 4, 2011

For a Very Misplaced You




Sometimes the forsaken streets
Talk to me in whispers,
And the stray dogs
Whom you fed rotis,
Whom you christened orphans
Look up from the leftovers
Of a suburb,
With tenderness so genuine

At me,
At thy companion of
ardent memoirs
And follow me,
Till they feel I slackened my pace
To bestow a nod of recognition
In pure imitation of
A very evanescent you.

Friend,
This verse , I dedicate
To your absence,
For
Every moment
This misplaced gratitude
Stings my perfectly armoured
Heart..



Oct 30, 2011

Coffee Blues





Over a cup of brewing
Coffee
We laughed them off,
And caroused
The thoughtful years that went by
Adding
Ounces of maturity
To our rather
Immature reflections.

Once again, we laughed them off..
Our very own 

Pride,
Anger,
 Hatred,
 Dreams,
 Hopes
Love...

We went on stirring
Those brown waves that
Smelt of memories,
Iridescent and effervescent.
 In the end a void  remains
That spoke of
Silences…
and
Nothingness demands
Nothing more.

The coffee tastes
Insipid.




Oct 29, 2011

MIGRATORY BIRDS





Why 
Do we call 
Ourselves...

  Migratory Birds ,

While, 
All we have
And
All we long for
is
a
Home .


Oct 26, 2011

Insane Ramblings of a Mind with Extrasensory Perception






When the bookworms came seeking me
Through the worn out pages of some tale,
I was reading Kafka.

 “Intellectual”

I heard them whispering
To each other.
And one by one, like meek school kids
They retreated,
To the dog-eared pages
Of knitted words.

 When the termites came seeking me
Through the void space where
The door meets the floor,
I was in deep slumber.

   “Yogini”

They articulated with solemnity
And took silent steps backward
To their crimson castles.

When the ants came seeking me
From their sand dunes,
I was snacking
A packet full/half  of Lays.
To be more precise
American-style Cream and Onion,
(My favourite flavour)

“Citizen of the world”

They looked up with acceptance
And marched away
To their dunes
Through the open windows.


P.S : And I don  my robes with elan